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I hardly know myself
how can that be at my age?
I'm right where was 3 years ago
if something were to pull me
by now it would have happened
all the memoirs in the world say otherwise but
I feel so old!
seeing nothing on the outline of my vision
counting up the hours I've got left on this earth
and killing them all
all of the men and jobs
I tried on once and gave away
the songs I write now sound the same
what could be possibly left to find out?
I'm back at university and I thought it would
keep me from having to choose anything
for awhile
but suddenly I give all my time to things I don't care about
and getting out of bed is harder and harder
every morning
do something else
what have I been trying to find
I could just
do something else
tell my friends and family
that I'm quitting again
I'm drifting again
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Pool (demo)
02:12
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if I'm sad, well I must have chosen it
it tastes like a well drink watered down
men and their unearned confidence
it's hard to see past people taller than me
tired of carving out my own space
I'm losing it
it's like if I died no one would notice
if I died they wouldn't notice
if I died at least my mom would call
it's hard to imagine
if I'm swimming in this pool by myself then why don't I just get out?
if I'm sinking in this pool by myself then why don't I just get out?
(if there was any other way, I'd be fine, I wouldn't bother you)
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